But.....................after a couple of months I am still at it and my 3 month contract has been extended well before it ended. There are some tough days and I know it will get tougher for the time being, but I just keep plodding on and doing what I can. No one can expect you to do anything more than that. I am sure that you'll be fine and you won't be beaten - if I can do it, anyone can! I know what you mean with managers, for the first three weeks I didn't have a clue who was who. The induction training was a joke (nothing really about the job, just make sure you can pick up a pouch by bending your knees and not your back and that you can push a York round in a circle).
Chatting to someone else the other day he seemed impressed that I was already thinking "don't give a fudge" after such a short period